What's Up?

Everybody knows that there's a movie titled "EAT PRAY LOVE".

Well... After evaluating my life for the past few weeks, which is after I stopped my part time job, here's my version of it.

EAT SIT SLEEP

For the EAT and SLEEP, well it's eat and sleep. XD

For the SIT, it's either sitting there watching shows on tv/computer, listening to the radio/music, or online/facebook-ing. Sometimes it's just sitting there, doing nothing. Or just taking a nap. Well... That's it.

That's what I'm up to lately.

Mould-ing at home.

LOL. XD

Stuck...

Found out that I'm in the list for the JPA interview.

How I feel?

I don't really know.

Very conflicting I guess.

Why?

Well... There's a part in me that kinda hope I didnt get it. Coz I was thinking maybe going to Form 6 can give me some more time to think of what I really want.

Stupid?

Maybe...

There're too many things to think of!

Nearly fall apart just now.

Coz I'm lost. Again.

Although I've already made my decision, I'm still scared.

Scared of making the wrong decision.

Scared of the pressure I'm gonna face.

Scared of I may not have what it takes to get there.

Scared of what will be my future if I luckily get there.

Gosh... Can someone please tell me what I should do?

Then... Something hits me.

The funny thing is, after I spent some moments thinking of this and that, I told myself, "Hello~? If you don't try, how will you know? If you really try and then find out that it's not suitable for you, you still can change your path. At least you will not regret knowing that you have tried your best to reach your dreams."

Something I told myself. To prevent myself from thinking way too much. lol...

Sometimes... I really over think it. I remembered there was once a time I told myself 'Girl, you're gonna get melancholia(depressive disorder) oneday.' Hah~ XD

Well... Follow the wind and see where it takes you. That's what I'm gonna do.

And heard this when watching a show today.

"Life is simple. You make a choice, and you don't look back."

Quite true.

[But sometimes it's hard to do so. xP]

xP

For the 1st time, I listened to the Ryan Seacrest on Fly fm til the end.

3 hours.

Sitting there listening to the songs playing through the radio.

Of course...

Fell asleep for a little while. Hah~

Why? Why am I feeling so bored recently?

Nothing to do~

Nothing Much...

Found myself reading the commemorative book today.

Enjoy reading the stuff you all wrote for me.

One word to describe what you all had written.

Funny.

Haha...

It made me think of what we used to have.

The fun.

The joy.

The "fights".

The teasing on each other.

The memories.

And here's something unique.

Something special bout my name and my friend's.

PY+KY+YN+YF=Y(P+K+N+F)

Factorisation.

Awesome isn't it?

Haha...

Don't think I'll ever forget that. ^.^

Just here to say...

I MISS YOU GUYS!!!

lol... XD

And F.Y.I.

I'm really bored these days!

Finally...

Finally....

The day came.

Got my SPM results today.

One word to describe.

Unbelievable!

I really cant believe it!

I didnt flunk my History subject!

Shocking news for me.

So...

I'm happy with what I got.

Celebrated a friend's birthday today.

And caught by the media. Haha....

Tomorrow sure got her pictures on the newspaper.

She's gonna be FAMOUS! LOL.

Went to Gurney Redbox today.

Had fun with my friends. Fooling around. Haha...

Except for the starvation I had to go through.

I was starving man!

Just ate one bowl of Hokkien mee in the morning and til 5pm just had my lunch [also dinner].

Luckily gastric pain didnt come knocking on the door.

Also met many familiar faces at Gurney.

One more thing...

Can you imagine?

One Myvi...

With 8 people sitting inside! [Including the driver.]

LOL!

Like sardines in can. [That's what my mom said.]

Haha! XD

Kinda tired at the end of the day.

Well...

Just wanna say...

To all my friends out there...

No matter what you get, if you had tried your best, then it's enough.

No matter how you feel now, REMEMBER...

DON'T FORGET TO SMILE!

What's done cannot be undone.

So you just need to stop looking back and move on.

Maybe...

The day is near...

It's just the day after tomorrow.

Dunno what I'm feeling right now.

Nervous? Excited? Worried? Scared?

Or nothing?

As the day is approaching slowly, I started to feel it.

Maybe you all see me as the 'happy-go-lucky' type.

But who knows?

I'm worrying!

What I'm gonna do next?

Got this question from others.

The truth is...

I dont really know.

Maybe this?

Maybe that?

Maybe......

Gosh!

A lot to think of!

And the conclusion...

I'M LOST!

Maybe when the time comes I'll know what I'm gonna do.

Seriuosly hope so...

Quotes

Found myself are quite into quotes after I started watching Criminal Minds in the past.

... ...

You don't reallly understand human nature unless you know why a child on a merry-go-round will wave at his parents every time around - and why his parents will always wave back.

- William D. Tammeus

[I really like this quote]

... ...

In life, unlike chess, the game continues after checkmate.

- Isaac Asimov

... ...

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is God's gift, that's why we call it the present.

- Joan Rivers

... ...

There's a little truth behind every 'just kidding', a little curiosity behind every 'just wondering', a little knowledge behind every 'I don't know', a little emotion behind every 'I don't care', and a little kick of lie behind the distant eyes of someone saying 'I don't love you'.

- [sorry but I can't find the author who quoted this]

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Sometimes it's important to work for that pot of gold. But other times it's essential to take time off and to make sure that your most important decision in the day simply consists of choosing which color to slide down on the rainbow.

- Douglas Pagels

[Hope that this may help those who are in stress. Maybe it'll help me out someday too. Hah XD ]